it felt so comfortable being with him i was so happy he said that if he found his man then he would be monogamus with him which knowing me would be a big thing...i can be a bit of a tart lol puttin it about a lot esp when i was in relationships now i'm not saying i was a good lad i wasn't i was a subbon pig headded always wanting my own way and finding excuses to do it like i wasn't happy in the relationship ect thinkin about it i was in relationships for the wrong resions lookin for security while sleeping around ect but this time it was differnernt with him i've as far as i'm aware never been in love always been sad about this...that i found sex before love but now i found love with what i thought was my man....