Well I 'm on holiday in corwall enjoying every minute gettin drunk and sunburnt and eating well also sorting my self out both mentaly an phyiscally. I've got a very good mate over we have been talking on line for years the way we met up is a liitle differnt we spoke for the first time when me an the ex and house mate were down in london i met Martin when i went to the bar of the Kings Arms to get a round in he said your Rhinoskin i said yep i did not reconise him we went from there....A few weeks later we were talking on line as you do and he said that some thing had happend to him while catching the bus home from Victoria station he had a "man" walk up to him and say if he had a cig he also said that if he didn't give him one he would stab him he then proceded to punch Martin in the face leaving him with teeth missing and needing stiches i was goin on hol so offerd him some time away to recover...Well we are doin well helping each over the shit we have been through and deleloping something good between us......
speakin of helping i would like to thank a few very good mates who have been there for me even though it looks like i didn't look like I was lisening At Xibit Will and his partner craig even took my car keys off me when i was at my lowest and at the pub...James and partner who just listend without making comment my mate Jules who has been through her own bad year who said the little shit will get it back (more in a while) and all those on line on eurowoof and gaydar who i've talked to
now on to Shaun the ex who dumped me what most frustates me about him is what he did..if our relationship was failing then it was ok it ended but it wasn't if he had fallen for someone else that with time would have been ok but what happend had nothing to do with that what happend is very simply that he met a lad saw what he had and wanted it for him self he will at some point get bored and move on if he isn't allready doin so he will and i don't like it givin out a sob story which i know is crap that "we" used him and made him clean up we didn't he said he liked cleaning up and often did it at his moms i know what he is doing trying to get people to take sides i do not want any body talkin any bodys side if i have lied then i will be found out so it will stand for him too i know i had the wool pulled over my eyes so are many people who are now by him but i see clearly now..I know hes been sayin that i should get on with life, get over yer self and that if i don't leave him alone then he will sort it out (his words) and that he things my blog is incredulous its all true from my side i have also checked it...i now wish to take the oxygen from the fire i know he thinks that this all is about him its not so i will not feed any more to his little ego i just wish that i could stop him from hurting any more people while he "socal climbs" but i can't but i do know with time mud sticks...any way hes out of here and when hes found out it won't go i told you so just i know